Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Venting

Just wanted to post a blog really quick. Feeling a little overwhelmed just keeping up with the house, kids, appointments, church, friends, family, Bills work and my work. SIGH..............

I feel like I just look at my house and say to myself, will the work ever be over and will it ever be as clean as I want it to be? Will our bills ever end and is there really an ability to be debt free in our lifetime? I also want to spend time with my kids that God has graciously blessed me with. And in the mix of it all I want so desperately to make their lives as happy and as full as they possibly can be. I have so many worries and such a huge list of things to do. So I know I shouldn't be feeling sorry for myself and I don't think I do because I have an amazing life, just a little overwhelming. The dr.'s office just called and asked me if I am coming to my appt at 2....its 2:45. Luckily they will still be getting me in so I need to get off of here. Just wanted a little second to say. I need to take a step back and realize what is truly important in my life and what needs to be taken care of first. My God, My kids, My husband, Me and then everything else right? Sorry, don't want to make anyone sad. This is what a Blog is for right.

I'll have a happier post next time :)
Crystal

2 comments:

Elisa Seaba said...

I completely understand where you are coming from Crystal! Hang in there...some days are so much more overwhelming than others aren't they?! Some days i'm so overwhelmed i don't get anything accomplished :)

Paula said...

If you notice most of us have at least one or two "venting" posts. :) Sometimes things just seem to keep piling up and there seems to never be enough money or once you get caught up something else happens. Good luck!!!

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